Church
August 3, 2010
Went to a local Catholic church early this morning and lit some candles. I sat in the second pew afterwards and just stared at the giant crucifix in the front of the church. 20, 30 minutes, I don’t know how long I was there. Gave me some comfort sitting there. I’m trying to find my way back to not being so angry at God anymore. Might have to head back to that church more often.
Life In The Fairway's Blog 
GOOD PLACE TO START, THE DAY AFTER MY HUSBAND PASSED, I WENT TO CHURCH SO I COULD MAKE A NEW MEMORY IN MY MIND OF THE CHURCH WITHOUT HIS CASKET IN IT.IT HELPED ALOT. GOD IS ALWAYS THERE WITH YOU. IT IS O.K.TO BE ANGRY WITH HIM. AFTER ALL, JESUS ASKED HIS FATHER TO TAKE THE CUP FROM HIM SO HE DIDN’T HAVE TO DIE. SO IF JESUS QUESTIONED AND WAS MAD AT GOD, THEN GOD UNDERSTANDS US AT THIS TIME AND ALWAYS WILL.